Regretful ?

I have an indescribable feeling...

feel it's not right

my excited had chill out, confuse is ruined me

and last night i can't sleep tight

i guess i have  nightmare as well

since time to wake up i felt tired

and lethargy strongly overtaking me

those were let  me lapse into moody

unlike before the day i back to home

excitement trap me wholenight till

i was planning wanna do this do that...

and now, i had no such feeling! so,

am i make wrong decision back to home?

or may be i  should stay and

keep the chance to apply leave for next month

since two more times i need to take leave

and frequently take leave within two months! 

it is not a nice scene...a good worker won't do that

my image to management
 going spoil !!

but no choice, i have to keep forward on it

i'm just a person always let myself suffuse  with

REGRETFUL.....

urgh~~~~~~~

i was suffering , my mind keep whispering:

"i should stay, what i did is worthless"

why back because of friend?

arghhhhhhh~~~

fine, next time i won't silly like now...

just let me back home in peacefuly

just let me have a fabulous weekend

 screaming in heart:

desperately keep away from "REGRETFUL"

 

here i to use magic spells:

Tammy, you gonna have an enjoyful weekend,

and what you did is worth, friend must grateful  it,

and I will return more I was expect.

yaps....cheer up right now..wow.......

let smile walk in my days =D

and

safe journey ...

papa,mama...i miss yours all!