Questioning…….

A string of questions spinning in my mind

Am I suit to survive in current field,

Since I just such a careless person,

Always can’t perform well on my task….

Account unbalance frequently ruins me

Feel depressive on myself =(

Where is my circumspection?

Where is my precaution?

Where is the knowledge impacted by lectures?

Keep questioning keep sighing~~

 

 why not myself take initiative ask someone to guide me?

why not myself learn something new during free time? 

why not myself be motivate all the time?

why not myself have ambitious like friend has?

why the others can carry well but not me?

why i only know crying in the heart?

so foolish of me.....

so failure of me.......

 

with such limited account skills,

i wonder how long can i survive in this company?

without guideline how to complete my task?

urggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh.........

i'm exhausted keep questioning myself.

 

i'm not a tough person

i desire an angle beside with me all the time

and settle what i have to face.

;(