W850i...

urgh.......last saturday i was lost my W850i Sony ericson handphone that presented by my dear.
How carelss of me! i dropped it while running to bus stop. I notice i was lost it while get into bus and thought that wanna gave brother a call. And gosh, i found nothing after attempt to find it few times

what a day..cheap plug handphone also dunwan return to me...damn it >.<
no choice tis month i very tight, though tat wanna buy a new one range around $400-$500.
However, Syen and Osk did advise me don't rush to buy , since have to use for longer so have to buy an idea one. Lastly, they let met borrowed from Alice. Nice too, at least i can budget my spent. The other way is have to reserve for my brother, in case he need some money i still can assist him.

Mum remind me don't even in rush do for everthing. In rush ruin everything that come in right way.
Yup...should learn from this lesson.
Anyway, i was badly unwilling to lost it...damn damn damn the picker....

夜

暗淡的街灯下

反映着落寞的影子

有着是虚伪快乐的脸孔

但

失魂落魄的身躯却很真实

与你的关系

有如影子般形影不离

如此密切的关系

如何视而不见

如何听而不闻

只因

你我牢牢地联系于血浓中

你我无法割舍掉的亲情中

一个人漫漫的长路

反复思维着

你到底怎么了

奈何

答案就像地上的枯叶

无人知晓它何时落下

只能对着辽阔的晚空

叹着长长的息

许可这段路无尽头

任由我一个人整理思绪

把自己筹备于守护者

好让我有更大的勇气

解决你日后所面对的

好让我有更大的包容

体会你所谓的困难

好让我有无限的爱心

把你从忧郁边缘拿开

期望 。失望

你到底是什么一回事，
面对你真的真的好无奈
对着空气呐喊好几次
心中压抑的烦恼仍然没释怀
反之
背负的重量隐形中加重


我生日那天
妈妈对我说
你要到新加坡来工作
要我帮你找住的地方
这个消息打沉原本的兴奋
心里头抱怨着
你又再耍什么花样


曾几何时对你有着期望
相信你真的会好好用心的工作
天晓得，
上一次你真的麻烦亲戚很多了
陪着你到处问工
奈何你似傻非傻的态度
让雇主拒你千里以外
你真的傻，还是在装傻？


好不容易有份工作了
该买的该给的该需要的
一一的都替你准备了
心里头默默期望着
这回你该懂事了
无需让爸妈操心你了
你这个家伙
区区几个月以后
说了不做就不做了
对你
愤怒，失望，无言


看在姐弟份上
这次
对自己说
真的是最后一次相信你了
真的是最后一次期望你了
真的是不想再一次失望了

23th Birthday

End my big day with extraordinary meaning!

Special little muffin cake...=)

em.....

i much satisfied on my 23th b'day celebration

would like send my greatest thankful to them

since my buddies in study now

so much of times i remind them

jue let it be as ORDINARY as they could

cos i not wish they

spend much of time and energy

for my b'day preparation.

somemore i'm the one prefer in ORDINARY..

 

upon the days,as said,

we went for Narnia movie,

here i thanks Syen for the ticket bought.

so pathentic of her, days before

she waited long for the bus

queue long in the crowded..

after it, they bring me to

Charles & Keith shop

for b'day present choosen.

haha...Syen said:

since near to years 2011

we should be open minded

and

just directly pick and go.

Syok experience too..

deng~deng~deng~deng~~~~ 

 New York

was the restaurant for dinner.

overall dishes that we had ordered

very yummy, thumb up !!

and it's my 1st time been there too.

Western cuisine...delicious...still now have crave on it !

                                   

unexpected they're so creative

present little muffin as my b'day cake

while i notice it, i just excited

and just SURPRISING!!!

such little stuff damn cute *winks*

Girls in wish.......

last but not the least

thanks God i been surrounded Angels

they did bring me happiness, peaceful...

one years older,

i wish that my family prosperity in health

and

my fellow buddies gain great achievement.

God,

please serve me in storng to overcome

storms and winds

please serve me in generous to bear those

sarcasm and hypocrite.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY- TAMMY !

Birthday 'Eve

la~la~la~

my big day come to me soon.

i'm guest it would be my special years on it

i have my dear friends dear colleagues be with me

and for my surprise

today i received my b'day present

its mouse pad c/w cuisine presented by Yamin

such a lovely colleague even more can be as friend i had

be blessed my b'day fall onto Saturday

wakaka~~

i can fully frolic with my buddies in the whole day 

and much i expect is the movie time

we going to watch  NARNIA

one of my favourite fiction story XD

just wish that my life full with funs and joys

after tonight i will be 23 years old

and saying to my myself

"new age new passion"

and continue discovering my brightness future

last but not the least

may God send his greatest blessing to my family members^^

and forever prosperity in health.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE !!