其实真的很不想把这不开心的事写下来，
可是心里一直憋着好烦躁，唯有在这发泄了。
要是可以时光倒流，我宁可与你仅仅是彼此的过客，
与你的回忆多半是悲伤盖过快乐的，
是自己套愚蠢，他人几句美言就轻易地倒在你怀抱里，
我实在太没主见了，这一次做错了选择。
曾经被你视为对的行为，让自己那么委屈，
让自己那么难过，怪自己太在乎你了，
我才明白，被爱是幸福的，
爱着一个人就那么辛苦，
就那么短短着一个月，
你替我上了这么丰富的一个感情课。
该感激？该憎恨？该遗忘？
我挣扎其中。
昨天谈起我一直耿耿于怀的事情，
我还是认为是你的错，
而你却写了那么一句，
“看来我在浪费自己的时间跟你谈”
你这家伙什么态度嘛，
本来就是你的错，
怎么你写了一副不是你错的话，
我心里头很难受，很不开心。
原来我还是那么在乎你的话，
原来我还在乎你会承认是你的错，
告诉自己不可以在乎，
和你的一段就随着雨水渗透到...
不让我发现的地方，
不唤醒回忆的角落，
我抵达不了的部落，
随蒸气消失于空中，
我好想彻彻底底忘了跟你的一切。
这一刻，那么的渴望删除与你的回忆。
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sportive Sunday
Yesterday, me, osk, Alice and his dear had meet up at Syen's building for a badminton game. We had choosen to go Syen's place due to there was badminton courts available. Before went to Syen's place, i went to Osk's house for movie and drama transfering to hardisk.Meanwhile, i having herbal chicken soup as well.It was cooked by osk. The taste was neutral if compate to my mum one.haha...
Before departured to Syen's hostel, i felt lethargy and had no energy for the badminton. Along on the bus, i have yawning for few times. I just wonder not all the saggittarian is sportive one..haha...at least i am the one^^.
Actually I not talent in the sport even can be say is a dullness >.<''...So, in the beginning i have no confident to play together. However, Syen and the others encouraged and comforted all the way. I felt warmest of it. After take a trial and praticed with Alice, my technique have been improved. Then we started to play in four of doubles, when i can force exerted on the ball to the opponent much satisfied filled in my heart.* winks* But, i did failed many times too..hehe...it was because my eyesight can't judge the actual location while ball flyed thru my site.><''
When i was sweating till my shirt was wet, such a nostalgic atmosphere within my heart. While looked onto Alice's tomato red face, some memory flashed back into my mind.Missed badly last time the moment we being sweaty all the time. Eg, walked some distance for Ms.Lam's tuition class, pbsm marching...we walked it under the brightest sky and hottest sun. Why the years passing like an arrow flashing? Now i'm 23 years old, i just realise it was far away from 17,18 years old. Anyway i enjoyed with this sportive sunday. Hopefully we may date out oftenly for the sweaty games. haha...
Before departured to Syen's hostel, i felt lethargy and had no energy for the badminton. Along on the bus, i have yawning for few times. I just wonder not all the saggittarian is sportive one..haha...at least i am the one^^.
Actually I not talent in the sport even can be say is a dullness >.<''...So, in the beginning i have no confident to play together. However, Syen and the others encouraged and comforted all the way. I felt warmest of it. After take a trial and praticed with Alice, my technique have been improved. Then we started to play in four of doubles, when i can force exerted on the ball to the opponent much satisfied filled in my heart.* winks* But, i did failed many times too..hehe...it was because my eyesight can't judge the actual location while ball flyed thru my site.><''
When i was sweating till my shirt was wet, such a nostalgic atmosphere within my heart. While looked onto Alice's tomato red face, some memory flashed back into my mind.Missed badly last time the moment we being sweaty all the time. Eg, walked some distance for Ms.Lam's tuition class, pbsm marching...we walked it under the brightest sky and hottest sun. Why the years passing like an arrow flashing? Now i'm 23 years old, i just realise it was far away from 17,18 years old. Anyway i enjoyed with this sportive sunday. Hopefully we may date out oftenly for the sweaty games. haha...
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Mid-autunm Festival
To celebrate mid-autumn festival is mean that we are closer to the end of the years. Along the years I have no much impression on it, since me and brothers no longer carry the lantern and light the candles around.
That why my house not infect with the mid-autumn festival atmosphere. However, first year to celebrate this festival in Singapore, i been presented two box of mooncakes by lady-boss. Much thankful for her kind generous. She always let me feel warm by her act. Thanks God ,i have meet her.
Last night, dated by Alice, me, Osk and Syen were meet each others at Clarke Quay. Yup, it is my first time been there too. The place features with the river view. We had bought some Taiwan cuisine for shared and standed to eat, you one scope i scope, now reflashing the scene, i felt sort of queasy. >.<''...
However, it was a wonderful night. As promised, coming on this Sunday we going for badminton to burn our fat.haha..Such office lady like us should have some exercise for better body figure. wakaka~~
That why my house not infect with the mid-autumn festival atmosphere. However, first year to celebrate this festival in Singapore, i been presented two box of mooncakes by lady-boss. Much thankful for her kind generous. She always let me feel warm by her act. Thanks God ,i have meet her.
Last night, dated by Alice, me, Osk and Syen were meet each others at Clarke Quay. Yup, it is my first time been there too. The place features with the river view. We had bought some Taiwan cuisine for shared and standed to eat, you one scope i scope, now reflashing the scene, i felt sort of queasy. >.<''...
However, it was a wonderful night. As promised, coming on this Sunday we going for badminton to burn our fat.haha..Such office lady like us should have some exercise for better body figure. wakaka~~
our selected taiwan cuisinet
is rabbit lantern
San Guo lantern
Friday, September 17, 2010
:(
Suddenly because of someone was answering me coldly,
i felt i was hurt.
May be i just such a fragile girl
who sensitive much enough thru someone attitude and response.
Blame myself for not to be tough.
Anyway told myself ,a slight unpleasantness
will not overtake me for the whole day.
I wanna end by working day with the happiness.
Being remind by my colleague,
always double check on my work done
at the start will feel that was a sarcastic reminded
however, after thinked twice
she's right since i'm the one really carelss.
told myself
don't because of people comment then
thinked she/he in negative way.
now, it's around the corner to knock off
as i said
i end my working day with happiness
because i'm able to help one colleague
find the differences of balance between book and statement
felt much satisfied and
now is eating sweet potato.
my days turn from :( to :).
Being remind by my colleague,
always double check on my work done
at the start will feel that was a sarcastic reminded
however, after thinked twice
she's right since i'm the one really carelss.
told myself
don't because of people comment then
thinked she/he in negative way.
now, it's around the corner to knock off
as i said
i end my working day with happiness
because i'm able to help one colleague
find the differences of balance between book and statement
felt much satisfied and
now is eating sweet potato.
my days turn from :( to :).
不知不觉
不知不觉
一个星期即将结束
假日的来临让我觉得空虚
没有上班的日子觉得漫长
心里头叹了长长的气
突然想跳过这个假日
觉得自己好奢侈
白白浪费着假日
我的人生就那么乏味
同时也在意味着
我在挥霍自己的青春
多么想我的世界
是多姿多彩的
多么想我的人生
是愉快充实的
多么想我的青春
留下灿烂的回忆
不知不觉
渡过如此生活的方式
也九个月了
接下来还是一样吗？
大概也是
毕竟不知不觉
成为了一个定律
要改变
要突破不知不觉
一个星期即将结束
假日的来临让我觉得空虚
没有上班的日子觉得漫长
心里头叹了长长的气
突然想跳过这个假日
觉得自己好奢侈
白白浪费着假日
我的人生就那么乏味
同时也在意味着
我在挥霍自己的青春
多么想我的世界
是多姿多彩的
多么想我的人生
是愉快充实的
多么想我的青春
留下灿烂的回忆
不知不觉
渡过如此生活的方式
也九个月了
接下来还是一样吗？
大概也是
毕竟不知不觉
成为了一个定律
要改变
要突破不知不觉
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