When someone’s attitude is tendency aggressive, will you consider he/she as “inner heart attacker”. One awhile he/she is talkative, but after a time he/she is avoid to talk. For me, it does. This lead in mentally hurtful than physically!
Well, perhaps everyone have their right to release their emotion, I named as emo. But, I will not show my emo onto the others; especially someone have no close relationship with me. Basically, it’s a mutual-respect.
How suffocate of me! When both stay in a room, the silent is beating around the air. And, that moment, I still have to act like nothing happened.
Recently, I have no idea why the one treat me this way. Am I over sensitive in this case?
After been observed few days, I was sure the one is showing dissatisfied onto me.
Try to avoid me from everything till I was feeling disgusting, grumbling towards the lousy attitude. Feel want to shout out loudly “you not a child anymore！”
Fire won’t start by it own! So, I tried to refresh hardly what had I done until I was able to figure out the actual reasons.
Is it about the jealousy? Will it be in the aspects of social or presentation work or this or that? ish……..i just guess blindly here.
Nothing I can do, I will just be myself. You talk to me, and I will answer you as well.
Try to convince myself don’t even try to strike back instead both of us trap into unbearable situation. So, it’s time to show off my pacifism. INNER～ ＰEACE～
Shall looking forward my days to home. Afterwords, shall make a decision on my study plan, days attend to class may reduce future conflicts to minimum point.
These days, just endure as maximum as I can. Peace……….
