untittle~

finally i get my bonus
stated clearly on voucher - one month bonus
deep upon my heart quite dissapointed
cos superior told me that was probability to get more than that
well... perhaps i should not take it seriously
see....such expectation compensated with dissapointment
urgh~~~
called to mum to voice out my sadness,
felt much better after she gave me some advises
and said: i should be contented !
fine....try to comfort myself by whispering mum's words.


so, i have no much extra money to spend
though that wanna buy this buy that for family
and now have come in budget
somemore my loan yet to pay off


6 more days to reach home
wau...just around the corner
however, these few days in down
how could it happen to me?
have no idea
friends, works, life
and also my pimples face
all just in sucks....
wth going on~~~~~


need peace...

hardisk ....

after discover that i deleted the softcopy of vampire diaries that saved in osk's hardisk
so decided date for Alice for re-save since last time i had transfer to her hardisk.
God know, after plug in her hardisk my notebook was hang for few times,

to attempt for few more times, suddenly my notebook screen was blackout.
no choice just directly plug out her hardisk, then notebook back to light screen.
it was shocking  me, i not wish i spoil my notebook and the hardisk as well.
though that my notebook with the 220gb capaticty might not support 500gb hardisk
so just bring back home try with cousin's notebook.

well, not much help, still fail to open her hardisk.
finally just bring back to office and try with the dekstop.
Gosh, it same, computer was jamp , try with Yamin's desktop ..it same...

starting fretful and anxious ...
i wonder whether is me spoil the hardisk
since last time Lice said that while she use, was ok...
i was thinking am i accidentally press any worng key
and cause the hardisk spoil
wuwuwu~~
much worry about it

i ask wei Jie about it,
and found that volume of capacity and free space was same
ish........
it's mean that no data saved in hardisk
Gods, what had happen?
why the hardisk is spoiled while i use it
i did something wrong?
Lice may lost all the data,
so guilty.......x(

called brother to ask his opinion too
he said that probably hardisk is spoiled
neither dropped before nor lame of computer processor caused it

today gonna meet alice
hopefully her laptop may success open her hardisk.
i'm just in bad mood.
Pray hard to save the hardisk.
God...pls listen my deepest pray to u....!

记得

记得
你曾经拥我于你的怀里
湿着眼眶 沉重语气
说着你很在乎我
你的泪 融化着倔强的我
我感动着靠着你庞大的肩
那一刻 我记得我是爱过你
那一刻 你记得你爱过我吗？


封锁不了与你的回忆
真的不愿想起那画面
回忆能不能像粉笔字般
随着粉擦消失于空气里
那隐隐若显的感觉
瞒不过他人 骗不了自己
也许 记得爱过
已经深深烙印心里某处
也许 遗忘爱过
方能真正洒脱面对你 面对自己.


浅浅的日子 你给了我 深深的记得
夜深了 自己变得好傻
好想听到 你说
那时候你是爱过我的
怎么都奢求这些话语呢？
我真不该 我真邪恶
终究抵不过对你的眷念


女孩 要醒了
以前的就似场梦
 抽象的碰不到 以前的回不去
得珍惜眼前真实的
与你的一切 任由岁月淅沥
记得的 遗忘的
仅限于回忆的其中一篇
前篇总得被新篇 翻阅过 覆盖着


记得的 就由回忆记得
爱过的 化作为幸福的痕迹

Bonus

Now i was waiting bonus to release

guess that end of January just get it

much excited to check out

figure in the bank increasing promptly

wakaka........

still remember last year of Jan just reached Singapore

while buddies went for shop their CNY clothes

i felt depressed since i'm the one can't spent money

just behave like a follower an observer

just deserved for "eye shopping" only

so, this year wanna have a change

i wanna shop shop shop 

normal day i have no much nice dress to hang out

so wanna buy some for myself

besides it, i wanna buy a purse for my mum
decide buy her branded Bonia one
and
fathers,brothes .....
have no idea what to present them
haha...
yup,mum is the one i most care

finally i wait till the years can back to home

to celebrate CNY with my dear family

i wanna CNY atmosphere aorund me

i wanna have reunuion dinner

while i get awake from my lovely bed

i wanna my first sight drop onto

my dear family those ever familiar

i wanna alike a glutton tatste on mum's cook

i wanna my days be with them
- FAMILY -

as said Father Mother I Love You

Brothers i love u all too <3

seem like i'm out of topic with Bonus...haha!

now my heart full with inexplicable joy

i miss my home truly badly deeply did....

i wanna back to home <3

Year 2011

a brand new year 2011
one years been working in Singapore
starting get use to far away from home

people use to set themselve new targets in the year
erm.....i'm not the one
perhaps i should have targets in my new year too

i'm guess while target been reached
at the end of the year
such satisfiction might not be decribe in words

and
i wish i can experience with it XD

since its my first time to plan for it,
i was stuck on each word typing
perhaps i'm the one prefer in slack

here the targets:
(i)  pay off my study loan
(ii) one time family trip either local or oversea
(iii) trip with my dear

erm............seem like nothing else.... : S

such a poor thing..Tammy
bloody well know myself lack of ambitious

well...just the way i am....haha...