Down

i have no idea why this week
gonna be down down down
late at the night thinking and thinking
i was exhausted 
with my mind keep on thinking
feel just like suffociating
tears flow thru my cheek
i not wish i behave like this
i'm missing way to be myself
more worse
i can't find another way around
what the wrong i did
and
what the right i did
i'm loss ability to judge
and i becoming down down down

i wonder i was the wrong
but not at all
against inside my heart
i'm may be the right
how could it so hard for me
to known well what's the problem

sometime i used to be talk with frank
but never wonder it hurt someone
though that such intimate may accept the way i'm
in fact it's not
probably i never thought for the others
all the way just care about myself
may be i should stand her side and
consider on behalf of her
perhaps it's time for me to change myself

this week i needed him
utterly needed than before
i get warmest words from him
and i know he's only the one
be tolerance with me
as hard as he could
be forgiveness on mistake i've done
as sincere as he could

what i suppress what i fretful
all had been release
and i fall asleep in his voice

Thank God i had meet him....
i wish i may  be with him as long as the earth live...

Lovely KL trip

Well..4D3N KL trip..

it just lovely because of him.

i just discover that

he love me deeply and

his love was beyond my imagination

whatever he did,

i'm the first he take in consideration

whatever mistake i did,

he forgive me with his easy words

and turn to the one to comfort me to reduce my guilty

how could i leave this man walk out from my life...

NEVER and EVER

always a question from me to him:

"how could you just love me so much"

and he answered me in humour sarcastic:

"how could you not love me so much"

well...from his answer i felt shame and guilty too.

that time i'm just speechless.........

after a while ,

he said " i had meet the one i want"

sweet and sweetier words i had heard.

he did grant my wish let my trip more enjoyable

told him i had crave on ice-cream in basket

and he did bought me chocolate favour

i'm eaten by watching DVD movie

simplest way for me to gain greatest happiness

i memorise his birthday but not at all

- his lunar calender b'day -

it fall onto saturday(十月初一) 6/11/2010

his mum cooked him a bowl of  "mian xian"

and i had no prepare on his present...

such a intimate mother and an incompetent girl friend

so just treat him for 3 slices cakes in Secret Recipe

what i surprise was,

 he pre-present for my birhday -a gold bracelets

wau...unexpected i been presented anything

my birthday still far from now

i just wish he save more money and

not spend much luxury things on me
materially always come as subsidiary to ruin the true love

that what i believe in.

i know i must put more effort

build up firm confident onto him

and not easily to give up

here i pray to God:

" upcoming new chapter of my life journey,

  let this man be with me along the ways".

ｔｏ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ

　ｉｓ　ａ　ｌｉｆｅ－ｌｏｎｇ　ｌｅａｒｎｉｎｇ　

只想说

只想说
安慰话语 我不善于
简单文字 我拼写着
似懂非懂你也要懂


只想说
别把事情看得那么糟
越阻碍越要跨越
终点以后所谓的苦尽甘来 你最了


只想说
山重水复疑无路 柳暗花明又一村
沮丧以后总得收拾心情
乐观着 微笑着 也幸运着


只想说
你所谓的苦恼我不能体会
我所谓的劝解你不能释怀
上天所谓的安排你得服从
是苦难 是恩典  皆是天恩


只想说
你要的陪伴我给不了
文字是我匿藏爱的痕迹
一字一句读进你心里
莫过于我能给你最简单的
陪伴 安慰 快乐 幸福


只想说
你一个人哭泣时
你一个人沮丧时
我们祈祷着天使 让你
遇见我们 拯救你的快乐

 OSK u oways have us be with you ^^

The Perfect Wedding...

The last Sunday in October

once again,  I hang out with -

Syen, Jess, Alice and Osk.

in JB,City Square.

just gonna said:

another wonderful weekend !

however, this date gonna be in budget

since last week we were

just back from our hometown that

let us "money vomit a lot"..haha

so, we change out initial sing k plan to watch movie,

and THE PERFECT WEDDING

by Raymond Lam & Miriam Yeung

were our final choice instead of

The Rise of the Mummy.

Tickets were bought before we cure our tummy in starve

 

we had our breakfast in Old Town, kopi shop

laksa was my meal,whereas Syen had a Horfun soup,

the left osk and Alice had their nasi lemak

and we side order for garlic bread and butter bread as well.

as usual, we snap some photos

meanwhile waiting for our meals to serve.

and i comment that

this restaurant not really satisfied my crave on food

not much delicious as i thought.

k..talk about the movie:

       our seat from left to right is  fellow by:

Osk, Tammy, Jess, Syen and Alice

overall the movie quite nice

in hilarious, in romance and little sex too..wakaka

and Raymond Lam so handsome so caring

desirable him to be my boy friend =)

well......such of exaggerated laughing by Jess

let me and Osk beh tahan her laugh,

not bad ,  increase in the atmosphere humor

not to write long in one,

should end now....gonna conclude as:

watch movie in "big sis geng" let the movie

more awesome more frolicsome..

i like it * winks....

对娴鱼说：

对娴鱼说：
快乐时 得及时行乐
烦恼就由它随风去旅行
此刻来的 比以往 比未来 更实际


对娴鱼说
悲伤时 得向后看看
老友们默默地支撑着你
眼泪来了 我肩膀 她拥抱 抹掉泪


对娴鱼说
执着时 得释怀想开
怀着浪子心情看破世俗
困惑到访 不持久  要坚强 要勇敢


对娴鱼说
孤单时 得乐在其中
一个人对话谈心写意也
寂寞季节 是落叶 是盛放 都唯美


对娴鱼说
年轻时 得挥霍青春
 让笑容霸占你的人生旅程
嘴角上扬 微笑着 大笑着 是力量


对娴鱼说
沮丧时 得呼唤天使
沉静地聆听天使的祈祷
她对你说 别害怕 别慌张 听一听 

“我们永远是你的守护使者”