Down

i have no idea why this week
gonna be down down down
late at the night thinking and thinking
i was exhausted 
with my mind keep on thinking
feel just like suffociating
tears flow thru my cheek
i not wish i behave like this
i'm missing way to be myself
more worse
i can't find another way around
what the wrong i did
and
what the right i did
i'm loss ability to judge
and i becoming down down down

i wonder i was the wrong
but not at all
against inside my heart
i'm may be the right
how could it so hard for me
to known well what's the problem

sometime i used to be talk with frank
but never wonder it hurt someone
though that such intimate may accept the way i'm
in fact it's not
probably i never thought for the others
all the way just care about myself
may be i should stand her side and
consider on behalf of her
perhaps it's time for me to change myself

this week i needed him
utterly needed than before
i get warmest words from him
and i know he's only the one
be tolerance with me
as hard as he could
be forgiveness on mistake i've done
as sincere as he could

what i suppress what i fretful
all had been release
and i fall asleep in his voice

Thank God i had meet him....
i wish i may  be with him as long as the earth live...