Once again yearning much for my homeland.
Why does this feeling beating me frequently?
Sound like I'm just immature,
alike baby badly urge for well pamper
A call to a mum always keep my heart warm for awhile.
She's most alike my counselor when i was frustrating.
She's most alike my angel when i was sniffing
She's most alike my EVERYTHING when i was NOTHING
In front of her i tend to be pessimistic
Entirely different from the normal days of me
last night i was spoke to her,
along the years my life was running smooth much,
when i was part-timer in Genting,
i had much of friends took care of me
when i was studying in college,
i had much of friends guided me on study
when i was working in society,
i had cousins recommended for jobs
those boss,manager and colleagues i met
was friendly most ever
when i was forcing shift out from a house,
i had met my owner
extraordinary good-hearted owner
who treat me just like their family too
i did felt grace and grateful
what i have been encounter for the years
but i was doubting,
will those goodliness away from me after some years
i figure out that i mostly will be collapse,
i not the kind of tough people
i not well trained to face for
any challenges,difficulties, headache problems....
i just pretty much fragile
when a finger flick a stone to a glass
and it will SMASH to pieces everywhere!
Mum said my thought was ridiculous ,
why i always pre-think those
haven't happen and perhaps never will happend
yup, her words had woke me up,
now i having my good days,good life
shall not trap myself into darkness
shall prepare myself to a bright future XD
what are words to describe the love from a mother
well, for me it's just wordless
the word shall be only feel within our inner heart
I LOVE YOU MUM
and it always does.

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