After came back from my hometown holiday, I just felt my life so meaningless, not even able to figure out any reasons for live of tomorrow. Ruined, single word best describe my current situation.
Whenever, wherever I been, I just homesick. Desperately did! Miss my parent, miss my brothers and miss my dog barking. Recently I had leaded a tedious life in Singapore. Robotic and systematic life has been though for couple of weeks. Everyday work till 6pm, I just back to home in laziness which not belongs to me. Seriously is absence of sense of belonging.
Nothing I can do except than drama session from notebook. Normally, I watch till bed time and again next morning wake up for work. Sucks!
Sometimes, I may found my present have intervened my owner’s life. I felt immensely grateful for their great kindness towards me. However, at the same time I was ashamed too.
How long I have to been thru such life? Struggling……
I have to convince myself that it was much worth for me to work in Singapore. At least my earnings can let my family have a better life. And, I may support youngest brother for a better study opportunity. So, bear with it. Perhaps one day I may find that Singapore just alike my home sweet home. Let see and wait.
Life so short, I should not let the sigh did exist frequently in my life journey.
Well, lets be an optimistic. Say that “What a wonderful world”.
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